I write in parts and want to write book about it also,  it will be an ongoing blog and it will be preparation of my own biografie becasue iys about time i start writting it, so for free for all who want to follow it, I dont know yet how its going to end and if my girlfriend is going to die or not but you will read it here.

"When God accidentally pressed 'Enter'

The story of Q.M. and a whole group of other child-friendly people (let’s call them that) worldwide, this man lives in the Netherlands and this story is about what he thinks he can get away with in the Netherlands, driving my girlfriend to suicide because I reported his suspicious behavior. This is who he is and he lives in The Hague region.

In the interest of ongoing matters, unfortunately I cannot add all the details at this moment, but I feel compelled to do this. The reason why you can read below.

So, this is Q.M. I came across this piece of misery on the website DeviantArt and was approached by him there after I had been active for about three months, posting and selling but mainly learning how to make AI‑generated images which at that time was still quite new.

Fairly quickly he showed me one of his set‑up websites, completely designed to get in touch with young children, especially girls, to read them stories. On that website he had a section entirely dedicated to serial killers. Which, of course, is a bit strange to combine with a supposed children’s website. That’s when I started to take a closer look at what kind of art Q.M. was making.

Q.M.’s main hobby is to depict young teenage girls in suggestive poses and clothing; the pictures are rather on the edge of what is permissible. I asked Q.M. if he thought this was normal behavior because I certainly didn’t and combined with his website, I had serious misgivings. This resulted in an exchange of words between us. He apologized for this, but then almost immediately backtracked and told me, “Do something about it,” sending smileys etc. to show that he felt untouchable.

The website he had online for years was taken offline immediately, together with another one set up for so‑called “custom” art. Of course, you don’t need to take something offline if all you’re doing is reading stories there.

Unfortunately, I cannot show the pictures, because I simply don’t want them on my website. Is it illegal? No, unfortunately not. Is it reprehensible? More than that. It is extremely disturbing when you know that someone is making such pictures, offering them for sale, and then also doing the so‑called custom assignments and running a website to create them and get in touch with children. What Q.M. is doing here is pushing the edge of the law and then, in the background, doing the real work, so to speak.

So I started to look deeper into this fine piece of humanity and found conversations between him and young girls dating back to 2009 and much more. Q.M. also has a hacking diploma, which he is very proud of. One and one makes two those skills are, of course, not only used for good things (more on that later).

Over the following months, it turned into a true battlefield, let’s put it that way, with very unpleasant curses going back and forth. His friends (with the same hobby) and girlfriends spread across Europe and America, who are all also active on this website and support these kinds of image makers, handing out prizes to promote their gallery resulting in hundreds of thousands of visits to his gallery and images, which in turn result in commissions, followers, and people buying his pictures.

By then, I had already reported Q.M. to the police twice (the counter is now at four) and handed over everything I had on him. After about a year and a half, I really wanted to get off this website for several reasons, one of them obviously being Q.M. and his group of followers, and the other because I had come across a lot of disturbing so‑called art and people that, in my eyes, had nothing to do with art but especially the conversations I had with some of them made me decide to call it quits. In the meantime, I began having lots of computer problems passwords changing by themselves, all kinds of errors, login problems, scam emails, etc. far too much to list.

I started keeping track of it; it was far too much and not normal for so much to happen at once. During that same period, I had a short friendly conversation with my current girlfriend and a confrontation with someone (Matt W.), who later turned out to be one of the hackers from Q.M.’s group of friends (this man lives in London).

The cause of this argument was that friendly conversation we had. It was a personal conversation, and he (Matt W.) thought it necessary to make a joke about it in the form of a picture. He had already been mocking me, which I didn’t mind so much. What bothered me more was that he was actively looking for those conversations. To make it short, the cause of this argument and how it came about is essentially the reason why I am now in a relationship with my girlfriend she lives in America.

This is a very long story, and there are a lot of people involved worldwide, but probably also my entire family has been hacked by this scum. But what is especially going on now is that they are trying to drive my girlfriend to suicide through stalking, breaking into our online conversations, a barrage of scam emails, threatening emails, suggestive pictures made by this group and put online on DeviantArt about topics we talked about the days before. All our devices have been hacked, including phones, PCs, tablets, etc. My banking apps have been hacked I still need to report that, had to change bank cards. I get phone calls from 06 numbers that are immediately taken offline afterwards. Login attempts are made on all kinds of accounts, etc., etc., etc.

Buying new devices with new numbers doesn’t solve anything, as they then call her five times on her new number and phone right when she comes online on camera, just to show that they are in again and can watch live what that does. Redirects were found on her phone leading to suicide pages or with pictures saying “commit suicide.”

Our online conversations are streamed and recorded, then completely dissected to attack us with them on DeviantArt in friends’ comments or to make pictures of it. This has been going on for more than a year. They have spoken to me through the headset, spoken to her through her headset, played sound clips through my speakers, sent emails in my name with the most horrible things in them after an exchange of words we had which they then abused to send to her with things from her past so it looked like I had said all that, etc., etc., etc.

In the past three months I may have been able to see my girlfriend for about four hours because of this scum, as revenge of course because they think they have the right to completely destroy someone and drive them to suicide and do that to someone who has already suffered a lot of trauma from this kind of vermin in the past.

And now they come to her house; her car is sprayed with something daily, insects such as larvae, flies, bees cut into pieces those are her favorite insects are stuck on it, this happens daily, things are thrown against the window, notes left behind her windshield wiper. She becomes completely upset by this. I have to try to keep her on this planet crying and in complete panic. She has a past filled with trauma, has a few serious illnesses, and these pigs think it’s fun to push her over the edge because that’s what you do as a real dung fly for revenge.

Q.M. really enjoys this; he sees himself as an alpha male. What a fine piece of humanity Q.M. is. But also one of his biggest fans and supporters on DeviantArt, a Swedish woman (Kat S.), finds this completely wonderful and hopes every day that she will take her own life. A German woman (Kathryn), who has worked with abused children for many years and is also part of this group I just get sick to my stomach of it she likes to see up close what it does to victims so she can share it again with this group.

An Indian Muslim man (Anurag G.) in America, whom she is in love with, who leads this scum, who is adored by the AI community and the older guard. He feels very untouchable and enjoys seeing her suffer daily, making comments about it. I went to him and asked for help, not knowing he is one of the leaders of this scum.

My last message to Q was that I told him in no uncertain terms he’d better report himself to the police and make a statement about everything listed above, and I also told him I’m going to put it all online here. My history with Q.M. has been going on for a very long time he hasn’t once called the police or anything like that. The only thing Q.M. does is, together with his friends, turn up the pressure on my girlfriend and me to make me so angry that I lose it so they can have it on camera and enjoy it. In the hope that she will commit suicide preferably on camera and that she will say goodbye to me on camera, because that would be the ultimate revenge.

And then I’ll add that Q.M. wants to cut my head off and keep my skull as a trophy in his house. A statement he made in the past directed at me. I also asked him to give me his address so we could arrange that right away. But as always Q.M. hopes this will all just disappear.

Q.M. responded by having the account I still had there only a few days old taken offline as “support” for my girlfriend because she refuses to give it up for that reason, partly because DeviantArt doesn’t have many problems with actively promoting this kind of image and much more, but that comes later.

In any case, every path Q.M. chooses now and everything I’m writing ends up at the police station, and I told him that too.

Below another nice human being with whom my girlfriend had a brief relationship of about three months but was not aware of what he had done she reported him to the police; story to follow this week:

Scott Anthony Fencil (Cheech)

When God Accidentally Hit “Enter”

The Day Everything Changed – Chapter 1

Where are you supposed to begin in a book that’s based on the real thing?

Is it the moment I got pressed out into this world by my mother, or closer to the end let’s say the final quarter now that I’m in my fifties? I actually want to save that part for a separate book. This is more like a prequel in preparation for that. I’ve always wanted to write a book about my life it’s something I’ve been carrying around for years. And nothing’s better than using this as a lead-up to gain the experience I need to actually make it happen for real.

Said and done.  So, I decided to dive into making AI images using AI. The first thing I had to figure out was how it works with copyrights, because it’s AI after all, and they steal everything so it's better to be watertight if you want to maximize it. And I know already a lot of a lot about that. So I was reading up on it, and I discovered that it’s all pretty much a joke as long as the law doesn’t change all cash will go to me.

Let me explain that real quick. Images made with AI all have a CC0 license. This means to keep it simple the company where you create the image holds the main rights, including commercial rights. They give you the right to do whatever you want with the image, but they remain the owner of every single image. And if the law changes, they can revoke that right whenever they want. Well, that sounded like music to my ears.

So let’s get to work. I didn’t know anything about how to do it, so I had to start completely from scratch. I had done some Photoshop work in the past, but more as a hobby for my Jewelry and my YouTube channel. Did I know what I was doing? Not at all. I will just start somewhere, like I do with everything, and go with the flow. Let the cash start rolling in.

The topic was latex, and sex sells everybody knows that. I already knew DeviantArt because I’d downloaded some folder covers or game Avatars from there before. I saw that you could sell stuff there. I had also seen some really badass wallpapers, and this was the website to start selling and start monetizing my new found wealth. Now the thing is: I don’t know anything about latex, but sex sells, and that was the angle, only the porn i watched, lets start working on getting some new found easy cash. Make money the easy way with AI that was the goal. I figured, I’ll just learn that real quick and the money will be rolling in. Not knowing what was waiting for me on DeviantArt.

(Everything will be corrected or reorganized later.)